I just hope I could do something...

I have been weeks away from space, from Ulf, from work…just away from my normal life. It’s been strange. My current day routine is so different… get up, breakfast with my mothers, then Adrianelle has her treatments and mom goes to help with research so I have my time for daily workout. I am probably in better physical shape than for ages. Then lunch with mom after that I have after noon time to spend with Adrianelle until it is again time for her evening treatments.

I feel so helpless. At least mom is able to help the research group with the medical research. This is first time I feel sorry that I never learned medical science… I just hope I could do something.