You were thinking my benefit...

You made huge sacrifice to guarantee me the best life you were able to deliver in the circumstances. I can’t even imagine how hard that was for you. Then later finding out that it wouldn’t have been necessary and then again selecting my best interest in your mind.

I can’t really even imagine how it would feel to be pregnant, to be constantly reminded that my love of my life is dead and same time to be terribly sick and to be afraid that my unborn child will suffer or even die. Not knowing will I even survive until I manage to give birth to my child.

You made hard decision, decision that felt necessary to you back then. You were thinking my benefit.