What if…

What if you would have decided differently? I wonder how different my life would have been. What if you would have been my mom… You were researcher too, so I guess various research stations would still have been my home. But very likely I wouldn’t have met Isobel and become friends with her. You never worked on same project with her parents. Maybe I would have known that my father is Sebiestor, maybe you would have found his clan in same way I did now… maybe I would have had grandparents, cousins etc... a clan. You as mom would probably have encouraged me to become pilot instead of trying to talk me out of it.

What if I would have been one of the Sebiestors from the beginning in Republic instead of being one of the outsiders? Would that had impacted my career in Gradient, would that have changed how things went with BT. Would that have impacted how I reacted when Gina first time contacted me, would a different reaction had made any difference. What if… What if…