He is taking peace of my hart with him...

It's done. Roc and I aren't an item anymore. I feel contradicted. I feel relief, like a weight would have been lifted from my back, but same time I am terribly sad and feel like I wanna crawl under my blanket and have a good crying fit. We were so close some point and I will miss that even last year we just have been drifting apart. He doesn't know it but he is taking peace of my hart with him.