This is weird. Talking to Apis made me
feel happy or at least happier than for a while. I still felt restless
but for a change the depressed feeling was gone. I still didn't want
to sit alone at home so I went to sit at the bio-dome again.
Meditating in its peace was relaxing. The sacred herb incense helped
me again find the connection to the bio-dome and station. It feels
like the station has beautiful living hart inside it. It was
relaxing and so energizing. Its been a while since I have felt happy
and relaxed home, but now I feel positive about going to sleep.
Maybe all the living things do have spirit
in them... this station doesn't feel so cold and dead anymore...
maybe I have to really start to believe into them. What ever it is I
feel more like having home here.
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